Life is crazy, if you haven't gotten that from my last 10 posts you should catch up. It's Sunday this weekend has been made up of so many ups and downs, where to begin.
Thursday- After a disappointing beginning finding out I had not been picked for a selective 2 position spot at my college, I went shopping with a friend and sucked it up. Life was okay and after a 4 hour mall trip filled with errands completed and a lot of needed laughs I decided to go to the softball game, no one was there so sat next to my ex T and had a good catch up sess when the cellphone rang. SC (shit) I'd been blowing her off admittedly because I wasn't ready to be told to get my shit together, anyway it was a friend 911* and I sped to her apartment (fast). Fourish hours later she was asleep with her girl and I was lost in Hartford without my GPS. Call my girlfriend who gets nervous for me making me more nervous. Unlost myself go back to school sleep away my depression.
Friday- Wake up late, go to my only class. Hang out at school waiting for Ti. Go to lunch at Panera for some much needed carbs. Go to her apartment nap, talk, and laugh (feeling better now). After that it's time to get ready, Gala is finally here I looked good and my self esteem is high. Arrive at Gala already buzzed proceed to drink [more] end up being sloppy, had a great night.
Saturday- Holy shit hangover. Lay in bed most of the day, Ti and I catch up on sleep. A called from boot camp something is not right, I am worried try to put it off when her parents called and said they were also worried, oh shit. Rent a few movies, do some chores, watch movies and have a huge fight. Go to sleep in love knowing full well that these fights are worth it.
Sunday- Well it's 12:15 I have not gotten out of bed, when I do hopefully I survive. Also after writing this all out realized haven't heard from SC and I'm pretty sure that ticks me off, so much for retribution or thank yous, sometimes it's nice to feel appreciated.
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