I am okay, surviving and trying to love the life I have been given. Going home for the past two days was a harsh dose of reality, in all honesty this whole week has been. Let me lay this out for you.
1. My brother (15) has something going on, bad. My mom says he could be suicidal.
2. My girlfriend's unresolved issues with her ex have been buzzing around my head since I called her on it, it's haunting me, the whole conversation.
3. Mom is burning out, hmm wonder why.
4. Step dad is truly getting tired of the shit, no more divorces.
5. Step Mommy Bitch Face should watch her step, she is treading lightly these days I am locked, loaded, and ready.
6. Daddy Dearest cut me off, "You're 21, in college basically you don't need money."
7. Gala is Friday, college prom. Fuck. Guess who doesn't have a table.
8. My other half is still in Texas, chances of me getting down there for graduation slim to none.
9. School work is building, 5 week freak out.
10. Summer is around the corner, should I be excited or scared.
All in all like I said, I am fine but stress is building. I really which I had more time right now to write all of this down. I am trying to blog daily and failing miserably. I promise not to leave you guys too long, seriously.
Still looking for that full body suit.
I love you. I love you. I love you. Call me, I won't be harsh, I'll just be there. You can do this. YOU can. Because you are so much stronger than you realize!
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