Realization

Tonight I was out to dinner with my family, and I ran into one of my very close old friends. We said to phrases two each other "hi, how are you" and "it was so good to see you" it was probably one of the most eye opening experiences of my life. She was a stranger, then I looked at my phone June 13th 2010, it was exactly two year ago Friday, June 13th 2008 that I walked out of my high school for the last time as a student, which meant that it was only 2 years ago that me and my long lost friend spent a summer together drinking in the sweet summer, and living by the sun. The next few hours until now I can't get it out of my head, 2 years and what have I done.

There is a lot I can say I have figured out and accomplished these past 2 years. I fell in love with my sole mate, and I grew up quite a lot. I am, deep down incredibly happy and it feels good. High School was rough for me, I had zero self esteem and was pretty much clinically depressed, but I hid it well. Wow, that is the only word that really comes to mind. Two years, it doesn't seem all that long when you say it, but too me it's a while. I think about all those people that I spent thirteen years with, 79 of us and now I might talk to 5 or less, I am having extreme mixed feelings.

So now I am going to stop. No more sad, emotional, and pitiful-ness. On an upbeat note I can see S, this week hopefully :) I am so excited. Well, K and I are going to watch a movie now, I'll post tomorrow!

Chubbie Chick Lesson #22- People from the past can become the people of the future, it will just take so work.