The Uncensored Version

Here it is straight, I created this blog for me and frankly I will no longer censor myself based on who's reading my shit and who's not. So if I know you and you possibly have ticked me off in the last week do not read on unless you are fully ready for what I am about to say.

Single again. That's right Ti you threw me away and after our last conversation I think you are fully aware of what you just lost. No one has ever cared about you the way I have and frankly I am pretty sure you will regret what you have put me threw. I want to take a quick snippet of this entry and apologize to my faithful readers I have not been honest with all of you, Ti and I are broken up and the readers digest version is karma came my way along with a hard dose of the truth that I delivered in first class mail to Ti. She chose to break up with me and it is very up in the air whether I will even consider taking her back.

My sexuality has also come into question over the past few weeks, you know the saying the grass is always greener well right now it looking pretty delicious. I know I could be with a man and make it work, I would not be as happy as I am with a woman but frankly I think the easiness would be a nice change. Neighbor Boy likes me, he gave me a tempting offer to spend the summer with him no strings just him and I, where it  goes TBD. Why is this so tempting you may ask? Well he's 100% okay with me being with women in the past something no man I have ever met has been and hm he's caring, sensitive, pre-med, interesting, and has great taste in music. On the other hand. I love women, I love being with women and keeping out the creepy details; the connection I have with a woman far surpasses anything that I have ever experience with a man.

To my wonderful ex's roommate would you seriously bud the fuck out, I do not appreciate you or your bum pot smoking lazy ass. Frankly, I don't appreciate anyone who tells me what to do right now. I know I have filled you in on my life because you are important to me but if one more person tells me what to do I am going to flip out.

In summary, take me as I am or there is the door. Seriously I have been so weak. I am seriously disappointed in myself with the decisions I have made and the things I have let people get away with. Thus this is the old me back, I am worth it, I wont take anyone's shit, and for Christ's sake suck on something before you tell me who you think I am. No one knows me, but me so get over it or get out it's that simple.