I truly hate making decisions. In the past week I have made a great deal frankly, I am concerned about my choices however I am convinced that I had to make 'em and following my heart is what I need to do. As promised Ti wants me back, I am not trying to be cocky but I am great. Okay, okay so there is more to it then being great but regardless she wants me back. I say want because I am not giving in as easily as I think she expected, but I really think this summer apart should be used for the best which is realizing why we love each other, is this something that can last, and if it's really what we want.
Beyond Ti I have made a few other major life choices. I have rejoined the gym and also am working out with Trainer Guy from last summer! He is good for me and kicks my ass, I need to be healthy and happy both of which I haven't been. I have made a new friend as well, it happened so unexpectedly my step brother knows him from the fire department we'll call him Firefighter Guy. He is really great we text non-stop and I think he is a good true friend, and we all know you can't have enough of those.
I personally think you need to be a selfish bitch and put yourself first. We tend to lose bits and pieces of ourselves when we begin to put others first. Nothing wrong with being selfish every now and then! Hell if you're not happy nobody around you will be! Good luck and congrats on working out again! I need to do that after I pop this baby out! :)
ReplyDeleteI love your writing! Your blog may become my new favorite obsession!
ReplyDeleteI agree with Destiny.
ReplyDeleteI'm reading your blog wishing i could be as strong as you, or maybe I'm reading it wishing that the person i want would want me as Ti wants you! But be careful, if i've learnt anything from my relationships it's that holding onto something because you think it should work is a lot different to holding onto something because it does work.
p.s- i love reading your blog. i really do.
ReplyDeleteYou ladies are great, thank you for the advice and support.
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