It's over. Who are we kidding, the lines have been crossed and the walls reconstructed. If ever we had felt alone before, it's even more so now.
Love isn't always enough. I love you, I thought it was worth it but looking in your eyes I didn't feel warmth. I am hurting, and so are you it's not fair for either of us to be in this situation.
I have loved and lost, I am ready to begin the mourning process.
This means it's over, right? Another failed relationship, so much blame and hurt to distribute. Who gets which friends, who takes the blame.
Knowing what I do, accepting what is, you and I are over. But I'm still holding on, again for dear life. I can not tell you why, maybe you and I are meant to be, or maybe I am blind. Nothing feels right about loving you or leaving you.
There is no list that shows a clear answer. The better question, is there a clear answer?
Who do I turn to, what so I do, I need the answer, any answer.
It's been 9 months and this is still how I feel about my ex.
ReplyDelete:( This is the worst bit about going through a break up, all the unanswered questions and knowing that the love is there but just isnt enough. It's been nealry 5 months and this is still how i feel about my ex.
ReplyDeleteUgh trying to find a path is so fricken difficult these days.
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