Trust Issues

I have them, I am not shy and frankly everyone has a trust issue to a degree. Where do your's stem from? Mine, HA there isn't enough hours in a year for me to tell you the issues I have with trust. This is a hard post because it is very personal, I have these two friends (they will remain completely anonymous) I am watching them and their relationship fall apart, why? Trust. I have seen in the past two weeks something I don't know if I ever noticed before, it's simple really without trust there is nothing it's so hard for me to watch my two friends, they are the two people I have time after time said were soul mates after all.

I love them, they have their faults yes but they are perfect in my eyes for each other well, they were. I'm not sure anymore. It just completely got me thinking about it all, I am in a new relationship too will I change? Will my girlfriend change? No one is perfect, and it's a scary world out there so where do you draw the lines of your relationships. How much change is compromise before it turns to something more, when is it not okay to settle anymore, and where do trust and faith stand in your point of view faith in the person not to hurt you and trust in the person that they will be yours fully.

Looking back boy I have been on both sides of the fence, neither side is greener. On one hand, you are constantly changing yourself to fit the person you are with. S and I were like that I became her mom, micro managing her life. But I had no trust with J, he hurt me so badly and lost all my trust and faith, wham bam thank you bye. In my eyes I think when I find the right person I'll just know, I hope.

Until Next Time!

Chubbie Chick Lesson # 57 - Trust fully, be full of faith, and wish for the best.