Communication

I love to talk. It's my favorite pass-time but it has become more and more clear to me that I am a terrible communicator. I have gotten myself in and out of many predicaments this past year and the one common denominator is always communication, either I do it too much or not enough. So where do I go from here, that is the question at hand.

Since I have no clue where I'm going let me first catch you up on how I got here. First, I tried to mend things slowly with S, apparently I didn't communicate how slow I needed to go and a week after things were good; they blew up. I also got a tattoo on a complete whim.. that however I am totally proud of. It says "follow your heart" I think I need to take my own advice especially since it's written on my body. I also have been really sick, however I am getting better thank god because whatever plague I had knocked me on my ass for a solid week and I'm still playing catch up on my life. Gotta love communal living with a bunch of sick college students. What am I doing.

So back to the communication dilemma. I have no flipping clue. The more I think about it the more I think this has nothing to do with communication and everything to do with S and I being together and if  I really want this as bad as said/ thought I did or if I was just really lonely.

Chubbie Chick Lesson #33 - Figuring out what you want in life might be the hardest thing you ever face, maybe you need a GPS for life.

Meg