Let me first start by saying this could be the hardest thing I have ever written, let me follow up by saying it was one of the most insightful as well.
Mom and Dad,
Making you proud is my main priority in life, and I sincerely hope I have done so. I love you guys and I am so thankful to call you both my parents. The road that has lead me to say that has not been easy but, I can honestly say that you both are apart of me, and for that I am so lucky.
Mom,
You have raised me to be the woman I am today, thank you. We do not always see eye to eye, and while my personality is much more like my dad's you are the one who instilled the many values I have in me. You are such an amazing woman and, I can only strive to live a life of your caliber. Watching you run a marathon only shows me the beginnings of the endless opportunities I have in this world and, one day I will run that marathon and when I cross the finish line you will be the face I'm looking for. I hope that you know I am so grateful for your endless sacrifices, paying for my bachelors degree has been the most amazing yet thank you.
Dad,
It's been a tough run for sure. I am so much like you it's almost uncanny. I am so happy to have inherited your personality, the extroverted attitude and loving gratuity that I am always commended for is what makes me, me. While many of the decisions you made in life, has made my life much harder, they have also made me stronger. Thank you for fixing us and, showing me you are different. You are such an important part of me, you will forever be my dad enough said.
To the both of you,
My sexuality is something I have struggled telling you for over a year now and while I want to tell you, disappointing you is so much scarier. Please know I never go a day with trying to talk about it and one day when I am ready you are going to meet my girlfriend I only hope you can accept me for me and love the person I have become.
I love you both unconditionally,
Meg
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1.09.2011
1.08.2011
Letter 2
Dear You,
This is going to be so hard to write, I miss you terribly. I think you know how I feel about you, if not let me try to enlighten you. Our relationship hasn't been going very long but my feelings for you are strong. You are my complete opposite 90% of the time never the less, you always are on the same page as me which is my favorite thing about you. It's such a relief to have found someone with your beauty, independence and, smarts. I am so lucky. Pretty soon I can be back with you and school will start and we can re-establish our routine. I'm so excited for Boston and my surprise, mostly i'm excited to see where this relationship takes us next! I hope you know the hurdles that stand in front of our relationship I'm completely willing to jump over. Bottom line I really like you, I miss you and can not wait to see you.
Meg (:
This is going to be so hard to write, I miss you terribly. I think you know how I feel about you, if not let me try to enlighten you. Our relationship hasn't been going very long but my feelings for you are strong. You are my complete opposite 90% of the time never the less, you always are on the same page as me which is my favorite thing about you. It's such a relief to have found someone with your beauty, independence and, smarts. I am so lucky. Pretty soon I can be back with you and school will start and we can re-establish our routine. I'm so excited for Boston and my surprise, mostly i'm excited to see where this relationship takes us next! I hope you know the hurdles that stand in front of our relationship I'm completely willing to jump over. Bottom line I really like you, I miss you and can not wait to see you.
Meg (:
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1.07.2011
Letter 1
Dear T&C,
The package deal. You guys were so good to me, I truly appreciate everything you introduced me to and the world you showed me. I'm not sorry I'm gay, in fact I love it. I hope one day you will understand the choices I made while I know they look like betrayal were just selfish, in my life I had a choice to be the Meg who gets walked all over and hurt at every corner or to adopt some new morals and life rules to become happier and healthier.
I hated seeing you both on NYE but it was eye opening, watching you at that bar I saw myself standing between you both, enjoying the life I knew living in the shadows of you both. Instead I was a world away happier and healthier, I know you don't understand this yet. I hope that we can be friends again, I hope that you both will come back in my life. I have never loved someone the way I loved you both, my gratitude is unmeasurable.
I miss you,
Meg
The package deal. You guys were so good to me, I truly appreciate everything you introduced me to and the world you showed me. I'm not sorry I'm gay, in fact I love it. I hope one day you will understand the choices I made while I know they look like betrayal were just selfish, in my life I had a choice to be the Meg who gets walked all over and hurt at every corner or to adopt some new morals and life rules to become happier and healthier.
I hated seeing you both on NYE but it was eye opening, watching you at that bar I saw myself standing between you both, enjoying the life I knew living in the shadows of you both. Instead I was a world away happier and healthier, I know you don't understand this yet. I hope that we can be friends again, I hope that you both will come back in my life. I have never loved someone the way I loved you both, my gratitude is unmeasurable.
I miss you,
Meg
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