Vengeful Thinking

All the things I wish I said:

• I have doubts
• I need help
• I want you
• I am confused
• Stop hurting me
• I don't this to end
• I am in love
• You are a brat
• I need you
• I have more fear then doubt
• I miss my life
• I want more
• It's over

I don't want to be a bitch but it's going to happen. I am likable, people like me. I have fully given myself to Ti and her absence (in every sense of the word) is becoming too much. I opened my mouth, more than she can do for me these days. I spoke the truth. She decided to fight, and now I have been told Neighbor is a better choice (don't tempt me). I don't need this shit from you. I am so angry. You are effing oblivious. Ugh I hate writing angry, I make words up. I am done. Seriously suck it up and be there or go. It's that simple.