The Terminal

I'm back, one day maybe I can explain my prolonged absence but for now we will once again explain it as my life's roller coaster. God knows life slows down for no one. Getting that out of the way i am currently nestled into my own little corner of an oversized airport eagerly awaiting seeing A walk through the terminal gate. Yes you heard me right, over four months has gone by and finally after love, loss, positive, and negative A is home and might I say it's so much more than that.

You don't realize what you have until it's gone, you really don't. Tonight I spoke to Ti for the better part of an hour- she made me laugh like nothing happened. It struck me like a softball we have moved on she is her, I am me that's all it is. It hurt listening to her stories of new love and dating but I never stopped smiling the whole phone call.

If that wasn't enough after that I met up with S, my first love and my forever Teddy Bear. She is strong, I looked at her and felt a new confidence about her even her hug was stronger than I remember. Looking back S and I were wrong time- if today something changed (like my relationship status) I would consider her, though I know she would not consider me.

If you can sense it already these past weeks have pushed me to grow up more than any summer week in the past. I feel as though now more than ever, I am happy, life is good, and having my best friend home is great.

Cheers A, I knew you could do it. My Air Lady.