Honestly-

Honesty is always the best policy. But sometimes honesty can really hurt. I pride myself on being honest however lately I have not been, with my friends or family. Last week I went to the hospital most think it had something to do with a stomach bug but that is not the truth, I was admitted in the hospital because my body was slowly and painfully beginning to reject food because over the last month I have been working out way too much and not eating enough, at the hospital they labeled me with an eating disorder tried to admit me to the Pyschward SCARY. I do not have an eating disorder, I just label myself as a hard worker, the doctor told me if I do not lose weight a death before 95 would probably me in my cards, that scared me. This summer I have set my mind to losing weight. I however am a busy kid, sometimes skipping a meal even goes unnoticed in my world. I want you all too know I am okay, I would not be posting this if I was not. This is why updating has been hard, S has really been my support system. She really is the best thing EVER :)

I really don't know if there is a definite reason or lesson to this post, I just like I said before, need to be honest with someone. It has taught me a lesson about the double-edged sword we call honesty which is there is the most delicate balance in life of it. Share too much and people are guilted, hurt, or angry share to little you're hiding something, or even lying. That is what I have been dealing with the past week. My friends are all reacting the same way, "why didn't you say something" truth be told I didn't say anything because frankly I didn't think there was a problem. And family who are upset they didn't see it sooner, again I DO NOT HAVE A PROBLEM. Seriously, I love food & eating.

So other than that life has been very quiet, just living my life day to day. Friday morning my family is going on our annual trip to Mrytle Beach, we've been doing this for years. I am very excited. Don't worry though I will be updating with some awesome pictures I am sure!

Well everyone, I'll post tomorrow after my pedicure ;)


Chubbie Chick Lesson #25- Try mastering the delicate balance of honesty, when you figure it out copy right it quick!