Putting Together The Pieces

The beginning:

You stole my heart like Bernie Madolff stole all that money, fast and stealthy. It's like a movie moment in the making, there I was running a class meeting trying to get things accomplished and you walked in. I hardly noticed you to be honest until, I felt your gaze shift my way and your interest in what I was saying rise. You liked me that was clear, I am a funny kid and with my ridiculous meat loft mockery making you giggle, I stole your heart too.

What you do to me:

It's funny the way you changed my life. To say you make me better is an understatement our ups and downs are unimaginably crazy but you have always made me strive to be a better person. There have been moments that I wished you would walk out of my life for good, I'll be honest drinking you away never worked though. I whored myself out to scare you off and you just looked the other way. I tried everything, and then I finally gave in and realized I can be as good as you see me, I just have to try.

About the past:

Watching you date was hard, but what was harder was watching you be unhappy. I maned up and realized I couldn't put myself in between you, it was hard but I could be a friend. That girl pushed me to my limits with her "rules" now I know why she was so scared. When you finally came to your senses I really had almost given up and settled for second best, but you came back. Thank god.

A negative note:

I know the distance has been hard for you, me too I swear but the worst is yet to come. The rumor mill as always is turning and your ex isn't stable. I know we can handle it you are stronger then I thought, but I am territorial and they won't hurt you on my watch. I wish I could write a time line for people so they know the truth, but I won't because real friends won't ask to see it.

In general:

With you, life is a little sunnier and I laugh more too. You change me for the better and I have never been so addicted. Kid, you are everything that I never wanted, everything I didn't need but now you're here and I can't close my eyes and think of a day I don't know you, because even when I wanted to hate you, the very instant you entered my vision I was having a greater day.


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