Chubbie Chick Lesson #20 - Your Life, Your Choice.

Here is a longer lesson, I just gave myself this pep talk:

Stop whatever else you're doing, and breathe in. Today is the day you realize, this is your life. You deserve total happiness so stop settling for less. People are going to put you down, suck it up. You have always meant well so stop worrying. Who gives a shit whether Sally Sue or Harry Holster is piss off, annoyed, mad, or upset with you. Now look in the mirror, you are beautiful, who are they to judge. Breathe again, live a little and laugh. Some wise woman once told me, shit happens now f*cking smile already; that has now been revamped to fit my life and I always say "shit happens, when you party naked." Haha see you smiled a little and thought twice about something other than your problems. Depression is a disease so keep it out of your head, positivity is and will always be pro-life staying positive means there is hope and with hope all things can happen (I'm hoping for a million dollars in an unmarked suitcase). Now take you hands and shove those self loathing idiots out for good. It's your life. Go read a book, enjoy the sunshine, and dance in the rain, it's what you deserve. Go for the gold and be happy with the silver everyone knows competition is good for the soul even though it sucks to lose. Don't read so far into things people's eyes are open they see right through the downers. Bottom line; love yourself, because if you can't do that no one can even love you back.